I decided to get rid of a program on my computer. I went to the Add/Remove programs section, found the program I wanted to delete and clicked on a tab saying “remove.” A message came up on the screen: You do not have sufficient access to delete this file, see the system administrator. I tried it again and got the same result. This was a program I had installed myself. After puzzling over it for a while I decided to call the company from which I downloaded the file. The helpful people there walked me through all the steps I tried already. They couldn’t delete the program. Insufficient access. Finally they gave up.
This was pretty frustrating. I didn’t know it at the time but when I downloaded the program, I was receiving something I couldn’t get rid of later. My computer didn’t seem to be my computer anymore. Every time I logged on the icon for the program would remind me I wasn’t in control. It was one thing to consciously download a program and then be stuck with it, but what if you never asked for it? Spyware are programs which come as files attached to something on the internet like an advertisement. You click on it to see what it’s about and a little dialogue box comes up saying you have to download this file in order to go further. Click. Next thing you know you’ve got a program pouring popups into your screen every five minutes for Viagra. You may have been looking for info on trips to the Bahamas but now you are being inundated with info you never asked for and don’t want. These programs get intertwined with your hard drive like an electronic boa constrictor. Often, when trying to delete them you will get the same message: Insufficient access.
What if there was something inside of you you didn’t want but constantly had to face? You try every trick you know to erase it. Reboot, run away, read up on it, buy another program which will supposedly get at it, ask an expert to help free you, but in the end you find no way to rid yourself of it. Fearful? Angry? Suicidal? Suicidal people are really on to something. They have come to the conclusion there is something so broken they can’t fix it. They know they don’t have sufficient access to get at the thing making their lives miserable. The problem is killing the outer man doesn’t get at the inner man. Suicide is like taking a sledge hammer to the computer monitor; the light may go out and you don’t have to look at the image anymore, but the hard drive is still running and still messed up. Sin is the human spyware none of us asked for, but all of us live with. It has wrapped around each of us in ways we can’t even understand. No one has the access to rid themselves of it’s effects on their own, even though some obviously cope much better with their fallen state than others. No matter how well you deal with sin here and now you are left with one final effect of sin you must face: death. Insufficient access. Somehow, somewhere we all come up against this statement about our own lives. We can’t sustain them. We can’t fix what’s broken. We have to have someone with the ability to reach places we can’t reach. Jesus can reach anywhere. He holds the keys to hell and death. There is no door He cannot open, there is nothing overcoming us that He hasn’t already overcome. You may think you have done things to your life that cannot be undone and you are probably right if you look at your access or the access of men or the tools of men. Invite a God into your life and He won’t start on the exterior. God begins to work where men are unable to reach. Just admit you personally have insufficient access and let Jesus initiate the true work in you.
“I am the Living One; I was dead, and behold I am alive forever and ever! And I hold the keys of death and Hades.” – Jesus (Rev 1:18)
“Therefore (Jesus) is able also to save to the uttermost those who come to God through Him” (Hebrews 7:25)
“See, I have placed before you an open door that no one can shut.” (Rev 3:8)